farewellThe way I’m acting,You’d think someone had diedI felt some part of you die when you told me you had to go;&& in that instance part of me died too.
a world awaySorrow is a lovelyCompanyShe doesn't ask whyShe just holds me as i cry
Begin AgainTake a gulp-Inhale bubbles left from her last breath,Don’t allow her expiration go to waste.
ii.Specific information is gatheredEven as my eyes dart rapidly beneath my eyelids.
i.There are precise calculations inEvery fiber of my chaotic existence.
Someone lost me onceA misty coldA lack of feelingFresh blood upon the snowI remember vaguely wondering why a child was wailing out in the cold-And then nothing, just nothing.
Wounded AwarenessThe dead, I did dreamThat the past should stay that wayWake up with an acheIn my cerebral cortexAlone, I go back to bed.
remember what they say about a cornered animal..There’s an animal in the cornerDo you hear it scratching, like it’s trying to crawl through the walls to escape?There’s a monster in the roomDo you hear it screaming, do you see it throwing bottles again?There’s an animal in the cornerShe’s closing in on it, with weapons consisting ofHigh pitched screams, and what I may vaguely recall as wordsThere’s a monster closing in on meBacking me into the corner, though I cannot go much further inMy fingers are bleeding from trying to claw through the wallsThe monster is screaming about the blood stains nowIf it’s not one thing it’s always anotherI’m sitting in a cornerBacked into it violentlyI’m shaking, I can’t breatheSomeone help meSomeone save me from this monster hovering over me,Never letting me breatheDetermined to not let me survive.
CollettoreAncora, ancora; ho ancora bisogno di dolore.
I'm FineI'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.Clearly you see that I'm not.But really I'm fine.Always have been.But no I'm not.I'm not fine.Saying your fine means nothing.It is a lie.But I say it anyways.It's all I can say.To keep them away.Because telling them won't help.Because they don't understand.Explainations won't do.So I say those two words.Just to keep them satisfied.While my mind scream "I'M NOT FINE".My lips are in a straight line.I show no signs of being "not fine".But that's just a mask.So really, I'm not fine.But I'll keep saying it.I'll keep saying it till you're satisfied.Because it's my problem.It's never your problem.So you shouldn't have to worry.But I want you to worry really.But telling you that is selfish.I can't be selfish.Selfish is bad.Not good.So if you ask,Yes I am fine.But no I am not fine.I am far from it.But I'll tell you that lie again.So you don't make that face.Even thought I'm not fi
A simple HeartHe remains bewildered before her calm eyes,a sorry escaping his lips for the millionth time.Yet with a shrug, she smiles and lets him knowit no longer mattered, he only broke a heart.
Who we areWe are memoriesHiding in the shadows of painSearching for remediesFalling down slowly with rainWe are musicWe liveCollecting treasuresPainting souls with lifeWe lieWe don't seeBurning to ashesWe liveSinging like sirensSeducing our enemies, we prayChoosing paths for others, for us, we failedGranting wishes for lovers, we payGetting behind liars, turning into fightersWe playWe are memoriesLost fractures of hopeMagical beings created by loveRaised by angels and GodWe are musicCreated by sound of a thunderPainted with blood of a hunterWe are who we areWe get back to the startWhere we begunForgotten children of the starsWe are
You are StrongYou are so, so strong.Whatever you’re going through,Just keep onKeeping on.The time it takesMight be short or long,But you will findThat perfect placeWhere you belong.Just hold on.
GayI am gay.I'm not a disease, I'm not a problemI'm not an afflictionI don't need treatment.I don't need helpI'm not sickI'm not confusedI'm not a sin.I am gay.I'm your daughterYour sisterYour friendYour co workerYour classmateYour acquaintanceA complete strangerI am gay.I need love, just like youI need smilesI need supportI need a hugI need a friendI need a familyI need acceptanceI need understandingI need youI am gay.I know what love isI know what pain isI know what hate isI know what life isI am gay.And I need you to love meThe same way you loved me before you knewI am gay.And I have experienced hateFrom more people than just youI am gay.And I wont change.I wont give up.I wont back down.I wont pretend.I wont lie.I wont deny.I wont hide.I wont hurt.I am gay.And that's okay.
Red~ Whether it be a warm glow of care,Or a fiery hue of rage,Your eyes reflectAll of your soul's desires.
LonerI am everyoneThat has been.I am everyoneThat is.I am everyoneThat will be.I spend time with me,And me alone,Because I amThe only oneThat keeps me guessing.
The Girl Who Was Afraid To BeShe speaks to me fondlyof passions and talents,of guitars and stars,with such breathless intensitythen stops short andapologisesfor speaking at all.All because somewhere in her life,someone she loved broke her heartby ignoringher beautiful wordsand telling her toshut up,keep it down,nobody cares.People aren’t born sad.We make them that way.
Unnatural DisasterUnnatural Disaster 3/19/15There is a fault line in our relationship.Like tectonic plates that shift -the friction between us is palpable.The tension builds until releaseand the quake shakes us to our knees.The aftershocks echo the worst andthe ripple effect has taken over.And I don't know when we stopped caring.Who's fault is it? Mine or yours?I see the guilt in your glistening eyes.I feel the pain caused by our lies.We are powerless as this linebecomes a valley and we lack thestrength to build a bridge of forgiveness.The fragile tether that holds us togetheris frayed and decayed.Erosion is a slow, gradual process.Our once mighty foundation crumbledbefore we even were aware.It's sad to think of what we were comparedto what we are...how do we fix this?One question remains: Do we fight to get us right?
Let It BeOne of these daysThere won't be enough room forme.